Friday, February 16, 2007

What to do...

Is there anything I can do to not feel SO flippin' tired all of the time? I think about exercising because that always made me feel better but I have absolutely NO energy to do so. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE LOVE LOVE that I finally got pregnant but I never knew that I was going to be this tired. I have no energy to do anything. I've read online that it gets better during your second trimester and I'm only four weeks away from that but come on. I'm feeling like a failure at home. I have a PILE & A HALF of laundry, dishes piled up (although Travis installed my new dishwasher last night, so I can use it today when I get home, yay), I need to dust and vacuum. Travis helps out but he works hard outside all day and wants to take a nap when he gets home and then eat whatever I make for dinner. We are going to have to work something out because now all I want to do is take a nap and eat whatever has miraculously appeared in front of me for dinner (not going to happen). If you can't tell, I'm having a pity party today and I'm inviting anyone who wants to come:) Boo hoo for me. I just want to have a little more energy, so that I won't feel like such a loser. I'm also hormonal as hell and feel bad about some of the things I've said to people lately (namely Travis). He's so great to me though. I told him early on that if I get mean, I don't mean it and to just love me anyway and he's doing a really great job:) I'm not so much mean as I am sensitive about everything that he says to me. I used to be able to take a joke, NOT ANYMORE:) I'm sure I feel better soon. I'm so happy to be having a baby, I can hardly stand it:)

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